Love Stuck

Change of Trade.

I went out with a friend yesturday who is living in Brisban, Australia. She is a stripper and a glamour model now. She is experiencing success doing this and will be featured in a reality television show about being a stripper. A strip off.

I was totally enrolled in what she is doing. I was intrigued and I really enjoyed listening to her.

I want to be a stripper.

My roomate does some escort work. And we spoke for sometime tonight. Sounds great to me. I want to be an escort. Why not. Having sex with men for emotional reasons does not work for me. So why not satisfy my sexual craving and stop my emotional neediness at the same time. It can work.

I also started to realize on Sunday/Monday how sexually repressed I have become since I started "looking" for a "life partner". I suddenly wanted to be the "good" girl that a man would want to marry. And, fuck that, I want to be a wild and crazy woman who enjoys expressing her sexuality and feels empowered by it. I want to be the whore.

live with intention. walk to the edge. listen hard. choose with no regret. laugh. do what you love.

posted by Lady Leisure @ 4:14 PM