Thank You God
Okay... I am over my anger with early retired millionaire. I am going go call him tomorrow to apologize and clear this with him. I get that it was not him that I am upset with but what he represents to me .... men.The game I am playing that all men are great is challenging. It is really mirroring to me that I don't actually hold men very highly. I am very disappointed by them. So, it is very good for me to play the game that they are all great. I am starting to get something new and different.
I had a healing tonight with Isabella. It was long.
About love she said the man is older than me.... around 40-42. I will have a daughter. That I should go to Home Depot and do things there. And start kayaking.
She said that I have this unattainableness about me which only attracts total idiots. She also said that I need to cook more and create more love in my life. That I am alone... I am surrounded by lots of people but I am alone. She said that I have not men my life partner yet... it may still be awhile.... I started to cry..... I am so fed up of being on my own.... for god's sake.
Oh speaking of God, I am to write a thank you note to thank for everything and then add what I want. I need to be very clear.
Thank You god for the experience of being single for years and years, I am now ready to meet a man who can be my best friend and I can create a life partnership with. Thank You.
live with intention. walk to the edge. listen hard. choose with no regret. laugh. do what you love.
posted by Lady Leisure @ 6:11 PM
2 Your Words:
Beautiful and very personal blog...felt I was kinda intruding, but it was worth it as I got to peek into a life of a person who is on the edge to enjoying life the way it should be..no holds barred.
Keep writing. I am Rahul and I am from India and work for Franklin Templeton as a Technical Writer.
I blog at http://readnright.blogspot.com/ you can check it out if you want. NOthing much in there a few rambling notes and some interesting pieces of info that I liked.
PS: I also like your blog on 'Pee' ;) for some people its gross..but on the other end of teh spectrum some are turned on by it :)
PPS: Hope you find your millionaire
Rahul, thanks for the comments. Your blog site has some very interesting pictures. Where in India are you from?
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