Spinning stories in my Head
I like Alex.This triggers deep insecurities in me and I struggle. Which sucks because up until late Saturday night I was golden with liking him. I felt confident and at ease with my feelings for him.
Now, I feel my old negative habits jumping back and preventing me from bringing to fruition the relationship I desire in my life.
Alex has ignited in me an ability to feel free and myself. I have felt until this point no games. Just authenticity.
What happened? Everything that happened is logical and makes sense. But, my head starts spinning with stories which make me think he is behaving in a certain way because he does not like me. Then I react to these stories as if they are true. This is essentially crazy.
My role now is to remember all the things I have enjoyed about my time with him. Not to spin stories in my head based on past experiences. Alex is new in my life.
posted by Lady Leisure @ 1:47 PM
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